Hola you all!
I believed it has been weeks since my last post. This one is only to update you guys that I am still here. I have not left my blog. I just needed time which I’m positive that you all understand.
I am back in Thailand now, back to work. The first week after I arrived here, I was not feeling my old self. I felt sad and I didn’t have the energy to move, even cooking or cleaning my room.
Now, I am feeling better, much better than the previous days. So I got up, not dragging myself after lying down all day and arranged my clothes and do other chores. The room isn’t at its cleanest but it looks better. I am happy about that because it says something. That I am slowly healing and accepting life after the death of my Kuya.
So, how do you move on you ask? I say you let time heal you. It will not be tomorrow that you will feel great. Truly, you don’t know when is the day that you will feel yourself again. Just go with it. Let the bad days pass. Embrace it and feel the pain. Cry if you need to. Remember that you’re feeling what you’re feeling because of your love for that person. That’s totally normal. Just remember that it will get better soon and there will be a day that you’ll understand why everything is happening.
Maybe you are still angry, confused, sad and with mixed emotions like me sometimes. These are normal feelings I tell you. Just hang in there!
Thank you all for your love and support for me and my family. I will be posting new articles on my blog and will try it to be as positive as possible.
PS: Say “I love you” and “Thank you” to your loved ones because you’ll never know guys.